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Losing a spouse takes a long period of grief. This is a crucial moment when you need a support system, such as talking to somebody or joining a support group.

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Understanding Grief and How It Affects Us

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For widows, grief is a profound emotional journey following the loss of a life partner. The absence of your other half is a pain and burden too heavy to bear. Think about the future plans you made, the shared moments, and the totality of the person you love—all gone. Sadness, guilt, and fear because of the loss consume you day by day.

The pain of losing the person creates a hollow in your heart and soul; you feel a deep sense of emptiness. Although it’s intense, grief is a healing journey after losing a partner.

Let it all out. Allow yourself to cry and honor the memories of your loved one.

As you slowly move forward, you will encounter these feelings:

1. Loneliness

Sadness flows from the corners of your senses as you deeply miss the companionship and daily presence of your partner.

2. Guilt

While or after you cry your pain, you start to regret things left unsaid or done. Sometimes, you just wish you could go back in time to get the chance.

3. Fear

While you grieve the loss of your partner, the uncertainties of life creep into your mind. You start worrying about navigating practical, emotional, and financial challenges on your own.

Vulnerability

According to a recent study, newly bereaved spouses are at 66% higher risk for death from any cause. That means they’re 1.66 times more vulnerable during this period.

In fact, widows had a 30-90% increased mortality risk within the first three months after losing their spouse.

During these moments, it’s crucial that you reach out for help. Talk to someone you trust, adopt a dog, or join meaningful activities. Explore measures that will help you cope with grief and loss. It doesn’t mean you’re escaping the real situation, but choosing to ease the pain, even temporarily, is a healthy coping mechanism.

Signs You’re Moving Through the Process

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During the process of grief and loss, you will experience emotional, mental, and behavioral shifts. But over time, the emotions you have will become less consuming.

Acceptance

You know you’re beginning to overcome the pain when you start to accept the situation. This does not mean indifference or forgetting. It’s the beginning of reconciliation with the loss and finding ways to honor memories without constant sorrow.

Rejoice

When you start to re-engage in daily routines and activities, reigniting the joy of the moment, that means you’re starting to heal. This is a beautiful moment where you reconnect with your friends and cherish the bonds you have again.

Loving After Loss: Knowing When You’re Ready

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Rebuilding relationships after loss is a tough process. Managing bereavement and grief is challenging, but don’t forget to give yourself a chance to love again after loss.

When’s the right time to find love again?

The reality of this situation is that there is no definite moment when you’re completely ready to reignite the lost romantic feeling. It just flows through your guts. When you feel like it, that’s it.

Peaceful Reflection on Memories

The first sign of healing is when you think of your spouse and feel grateful that they came into your life. You begin to hold on to memories with the emotional readiness for new connections. It’s about peace of mind when remembering your departed spouse.

Comfort in Self-Care and Independence

When you begin to establish a sense of independence, you’re more likely to enter into a new relationship with strength. You’re becoming fulfilled and comfortable with your life. If you feel like wearing your designer dress, going to the gym, or eating your favorite salad, go ahead!

This is where a new form of love can grow naturally without emotional dependency.

The Desire for Companionship

Wanting to be in the company of others is human nature. We can’t just let ourselves drown from loneliness. We have to set ourselves free in order to build new experiences and connections.

Yearning for a companion means you might be ready to love again after loss.

A Few Reminders When Loving After Loss

Rekindling romance after losing a spouse is part of a healthy grieving process. Loving after loss shouldn’t be a double-edged sword where both of you are on the brink of harm or a dark twist in life. Pray that won’t happen.

At the moment you’re ready to love again, please remember the following:

  • Communicate openly and honestly
  • Pace the relationship comfortably for you and your new partner
  • Manage emotional baggage together

Loving after loss is not something you should feel bad for. “To love is not a sin,” as they say. But don’t forget that you and your soon-to-be partner have a life of your own. You have loved and cherished people all your life before you met each other.

Let respect be the foundation of your new and budding romance.

Dee Bostic, a native of Brooklyn and Long Island City, N.Y., joined the Air Force to pursue education and travel. After serving eight years, she graduated from Eastern Washington University and began a career as a clinical lab scientist. Relocating to the D.C. area, Dee worked at the National Institutes of Health. Despite success in the sciences, her calling was writing. Experiences as an African American in predominantly white environments inspired her debut novel, Love, Lies & Lab Coats. Dee's interests include organic gardening, cooking, reading, and traveling.
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